Many things that happened in my life... ain't fair...

it is so unfair sometimes that it tears my hope/heart/dream apart...

everything's completely shattered...

as much as i know that things will never be fair in this fucking fucked up world...

it's still so hard for me to deal with the consequences... everytime something completely unfair happened to me... 

I'd like to believe in good deeds and bad deeds... but sometimes... God just makes it so damn fucking hard for me to believe so...

If it's so true that the only thing you'll ever get is all the thing that you do... why has it never been the case for me? 

dear lord, shouldn't you be perfect? if you are so perfect as stupid people around the world belive in you... why the fuck can't you do simple task like creating fairness in this fucked up world?

answer me my fucked up god...